Miscommunication

I think somewhere along the line there has been some miscommunication,
I dont think I have ever professed to be perfect by any means,
I am human with desires, needs just like anyone else,
I think people have a misconception that God is lacking if people,
who profess to be christians mess up. NO my friend it is never God who
is lacking it is us who lack, who fail to call upon Him when we need help,
and we pridefully dive into situations thinking we can handle it on our own strength.
Apart from God I am a mess of a human being..and when i stray I become that mess.
Its only in Him that I have meaning, peace and depth, not apart from Him.
Apart from him I am dying spiritually and lack in every area concerning my flesh.
I do admitt its me that must change.....but when I am not where I should be...
please never look to God as the cause.....